Bare with me if I will use a foreign language. We can't avoid some circumstances in life.
When I was a child, one of my dreams was to be a doctor. Growing up was really complicated, so that dream was crooked a little and I ended up taking a business-related course. But I have no regrets with the field I'm in. Its a lot of fun. Okay I shouldn't be saying this. I'll talk about this when the right time comes.
Moving on, another dream that I have during highschool was to be a writer. Yes, a writer. But I'm not so sure what to write about. Where to write, perhaps. The biggest question that filled my head was, "Who will read what I write?". And I couldn't find any answer. I felt bad. So bad that my dream crashed down six feet to the ground. Then I found this blogosphere (as they call it) years ago. I started an account (but eventually closed it so I got crumpledhearts now), fearing nobody will ever be interested of what I'm saying. No one will care about this crappy page in the web. But who knows? Maybe there's a bunch of people in the world who happen to click a link to my page and boom. You already made me happy by accidentally dropping by.
Fast forward to college. I was a neophyte lurking around the campus as I remember. Many orgs are open up for new members. But I didn't join any of them. I was a shy person, in case its not obvious. I did a normal student routine. That's college for me. And now, this should be my last year. I took a chance of half joining the publications committee of our college. I have a regret, that I should have done this before. I wasted a lot of time during those three years and I'm trying to put them all in one sem. I felt sad for a while...
Tomorrow will be the sportsfest opening and I'm in charge of the three day event. I wonder what will happen? I wonder if I can do it? Assuming that I have a responsibility to write something about the games, and the balls, oh yeah the balls, etc. I need an inspiration. Ladadadada. Haha. I'm happier now. I have to use Ate Yem's philosophy, "Do what you love, and love what you do."
I will keep on dreaming and sleeping. Yeah you'll never have a dream if you don't sleep right? Dreams are for those who sleep!
Someday we'll know. (I'm afraid we'll never know)<---a song for KCM aka Weirdo. I'll call him Weirdo from now on. I'll be the happiest if I see you later. SLOL!