Monday, September 29

bookmark

A bookmark for our Intercon experience. Feeling ko nagtrip lang kami gumastos eh. Pero angsaya kasi. All worth it. Bonding with classmates. Party kami sa room 1141. Our real room was 341 pero konting oras lang ako napahiga dun. Lubusin ang oras na magkakasama. At inom lang habang bata, baka mamatay na tayo eh. Walang nakakaalam.

Classmates, competitive, El Hombre, lime, cornbits, shaggidy shapopow, smoke machine, prank calls, room raiders, elevator action, MOA, Starbucks, Mentos. I love you all. Sana maulit. Tira tayo sa Intercon!


Fave pics time... TENENENENENENENEN!

Thursday, September 25

send to blog

Dear Punch Drunk Love,

Hi. How are you na? I miss you naaaah. I'm running out of things to say and blog. But I want to update you so I'm here. I'm so ngarag in school. I keep myself away and busy to forget effin things in life. You know what I mean.

School sucks. But I have to be patient because this is my last year. Ang laging dahilan. LAST MO NAAAAH! Eh ano. Fcuk. Hindi ko na nakikita si Kevin. Tapos nung GA, a band performed and they sang Someday We'll Know. Okay fcuk ulet. Natuwa ako mag-isa. Screw you. Magpakita ka sakeeeen!

As I always do, here's a run down of random events.
+Sportsblast will end tomorrow at di ko makikita ang championship. HOW SAD??
+PR plan
+Chocnut SHOOT! Buset?
+Service Mktg. -nastress ako dyan! Sana maayos bukas. We'll stay overnight sa InterCon.

Ayon. At nung isang araw, naiwan ko ang payong ko sa bahay. AT BOOM. As in bumuhos ang napakalakas na ulan, umuwi akong basang sisis. Pota nun. At ngayon, may dala nga akong payong, basa naman sapatos ko at nahalf body ako! Parang wala ring silbi ang payong! Ay ewan ko ba ateh!

Bbye. See you on Monday.


Love,
Patsi. Muling ibalik.

Saturday, September 20

relax

I haven't touched this page for a few days but it felt like year passed by. I felt a little busy last week. And I'm closer to dying, as this semester comes closer to the end. So here's a random recap of my week.
The CBA Sportsblast already started. Again, its a challenge we have to deal with. I hope MKD will win the games. They championed in the cheerdance competition. Kudos! I'll be going to the games that are worth watching. And hopefully write something that can be appreciated, soon.
Marketing Research 2. Hooray. Its over. It went smoothly, so much different when compared to the stressing StratMark defense!
CHOCNUT MO! We'll be having our shoot day this Tuesday. I'm hoping to finish it on the right way, despite the wrongly destined group mates.
Service Escapade this 26-28. We need two hotels to stay in and make a report. Waste of time and money. But its all worth the final exams. This has been an issue between me and my mother. Idk what to do. I'll just run in the water.
TALK. Who says I love to talk?? We hang out in school for like 4 hours? Just talking to each other endlessly and laughing our hearts (lungs) out. It was fun. More fun than staying home.
I miss HS friends. But where are they? =

Monday, September 15

skip a heartbeat

Bare with me if I will use a foreign language. We can't avoid some circumstances in life.
When I was a child, one of my dreams was to be a doctor. Growing up was really complicated, so that dream was crooked a little and I ended up taking a business-related course. But I have no regrets with the field I'm in. Its a lot of fun. Okay I shouldn't be saying this. I'll talk about this when the right time comes.
Moving on, another dream that I have during highschool was to be a writer. Yes, a writer. But I'm not so sure what to write about. Where to write, perhaps. The biggest question that filled my head was, "Who will read what I write?". And I couldn't find any answer. I felt bad. So bad that my dream crashed down six feet to the ground. Then I found this blogosphere (as they call it) years ago. I started an account (but eventually closed it so I got crumpledhearts now), fearing nobody will ever be interested of what I'm saying. No one will care about this crappy page in the web. But who knows? Maybe there's a bunch of people in the world who happen to click a link to my page and boom. You already made me happy by accidentally dropping by.
Fast forward to college. I was a neophyte lurking around the campus as I remember. Many orgs are open up for new members. But I didn't join any of them. I was a shy person, in case its not obvious. I did a normal student routine. That's college for me. And now, this should be my last year. I took a chance of half joining the publications committee of our college. I have a regret, that I should have done this before. I wasted a lot of time during those three years and I'm trying to put them all in one sem. I felt sad for a while...
Tomorrow will be the sportsfest opening and I'm in charge of the three day event. I wonder what will happen? I wonder if I can do it? Assuming that I have a responsibility to write something about the games, and the balls, oh yeah the balls, etc. I need an inspiration. Ladadadada. Haha. I'm happier now. I have to use Ate Yem's philosophy, "Do what you love, and love what you do."
I will keep on dreaming and sleeping. Yeah you'll never have a dream if you don't sleep right? Dreams are for those who sleep!
Someday we'll know. (I'm afraid we'll never know)<---a song for KCM aka Weirdo. I'll call him Weirdo from now on. I'll be the happiest if I see you later. SLOL!

Sunday, September 14

mahirap pag walang lalaki...

Maiirita ka, mabubwisit, maasar, magagalit, mangsusumpa, dahil mahirap!

Pag walang lalaki sa BAHAY nyo!

Walang gumagawa ng mga trabahong panlalaki! Walang tagabuhat ng mga mabibigat na container ng tubig! Walang nagluluto ng ibang ulam bukod sa adobo na twice a week namin kinakain dahil yun lang yata alam ng nanay ko. (Ay marunong din pala sya ng sinigang). Walang mag-aayos ng kung anu-ano sa bahay pag may nasira gaya ng kuryente, gripo, ulo, etc. Walang nagagalit pag lagpas ng gabi ako nakakauwi o pag palabas pa lang ako.

Naisip ko, hindi pa rin pala masyadong pantay sa mundo ngayon, kasi mas malakas ang mga lalaki in some aspects, gaya ng pagbubuhat or mechanical na gawain. Dun lang. LOL. Hindi, meron pa bukod sa magaling silang manloko. LOL ulit.

Kelan lang ay nachismis ang antenna ng TV namin dala ng humangin ng malakas nung bagyo. Badtrip natumba rin yung puno ng papaya sa tapat namin. Buti di nachismis ang linya ng internet. Basta nung last week pa yun. Tapos gray na lang nalabas sa TV. Pang the ring! Walang mapanuod.

Pinipilit ko nanay ko na ayusin nya yan. Ma, akyat ka sa bubong! Inumay na lang namin ang aming mga sarili sa dibidi. Dahil di ako sanay na di nanunuod at patay ang TV. Sana maayos na ano? Pwede kaya tumawag sa barangay? Haha.

Ngayon ko lang narealize na iba pala talaga ang bahay at buhay kapag may tatay o lolo o tito ka sa bahay nyo. Basta lalaking figure (or jowa?LOL). Wala kami nyan dito ngayon. Nasa ibang lugar si Tatay at si Lolo ay kajamming na ni San Pedro sa taas. Yung mga tito ko, busy. Puro kami babae sa bahay, kaya napipilitan kaming maging lalaki! Yung isa medyo lalaki na nga LOL! Yung muscles ko hindi naman kaya!

Hay nako. Asar. Sana may makatulong para magkachannel na ulit ang TV namin! Gusto ko ng manuod ng normal dahil hindi naman lahat nasa Youtube! (ayun talaga ang main concern ko!)

Friday, September 12

sorryboard or storybored?

Nung isang linggo pa sa amin binigay ang assignment na gumawa ng storyboard para sa product. At nakakatawa man sa isip, Chocnut ang gagawan ko. Actually, nagawan ko na sya ng radio ad, pati print ad! Ngayon naman TV ad kuno kaya dapat may storyboard. OMG? Ngayon ko lang ginawa sa haba ng panahon na binigay.
Ito ang isang problema ko sa buhay. Cramming. Gusto laging nagmamadali. Ayan tuloy tae yung nagawa ko. Sa bagay kahit nung isang araw ko pa ginawa, baka tae rin naman dahil hindi ako ganun kacreative. Hindi ako marunong magdrawing. Hindi ako magaling magputoshop. Hindi ako magaling sa visuals. Pero magaling akong magkwento, kumain at matulog. Mapapantayan din naman siguro yon?

Anyhighways, eto yung pambatang storyboard ko. Ishare ko pa dito! At least, hindi sya copy paste ng pictures sa web! ABA! Mahirap yatang gumawa ng mga stick na tao! Salamat na lang sa online sketcher na ginamit ko. Pambata pa rin naman ehhh. Ano kayang gagawin ng prof ko? Bibigyan ako ng grade, itatapon ang gawa ko, ipapamember ako sa cheering squad ng college o deadma lang kasi panget talaga? Ay ewan, sana may grade kahit effort lang.


At dahil dyan, kumain ka ng Chocnut at magcheer.

Matutulog na ko.

Wednesday, September 10

its raining, raining

ULAN. Isang panahon kung saan may mga bumabagsak na patak ng tubig galing sa langit. (sarili kong pananaw yan). Umuulan ngayon. Ang lakas, minsan ay may kasamang pagkulog at pagkidlat.
Pero sa loob ng bahay namin umuulan. May mga tulo sa bubong. Lalo na pag malakas talaga ang ulan. Pag yumaman ako lalayas talaga ko dito at titira sa bahay na walang tulo. Pero sa bagay mas okay na bubong na lang ang may tulo, kesa tao. Delikado yun. LOL. Yung puno ng papaya namin natumba at nakalang dun sa antenna ng TV. Shit. Di tuloy ako makanuod! Tiyaga na lang ako sa internet at dibidi.
Inisip ko ring wag na lang pumasok sa araw na to. Kaso sayang naman. Baka makita ko pa ang apple of the eyes ko. Kapag nakita ko sya, buo na ang araw ko. Busog ako at kahit di na kumain sa school.
Ayon, ending, papasok na lang nga ako.

Tuesday, September 9

jeepney

It was one hot afternoon when I went to school today. Global warming. Then I saw KCM who added another level to the hotness, he was hot, for me. We rode in the same jeepney and he also dropped by gate 3. I was so happy. So happy that I forgot my problems and thought there was only the two of us in the world, and its creepy. It was already passed 1pm so I walked so fast because I will be late. That made my day.

EHEADS PA RIIIIN!
Honestly, I was one of those people that can't get over the Eheads concert. It was phenomenal. Everyone wanted a repeat. So let's keep our fingers crossed and pray for Ely's full and fast recovery. I was imagining the concert if it was finished. Har.

StratFever.
I'm sick of this Stratplan. He makes life hard for me, for us. IDK. He will go to hell if he flanks us in that subject. I already saw the tentative list of graduating students, and glad to see my name on the list. It was all good. I just need to pass all my subjects this sem, and pass another Form 137 that I already passed before.

Goodnight. I'm so scared of the kulog and kidlat. LOL!

Saturday, September 6

defense eve

Blue Margarita is love. Okay masaya uminom, pero ang sakit ng katawan hindi masaya. Salamat sa mga kaibigan kong dumamay sa pagluluksa ko para sa Stratmark. Hindi ako matigil sa pagsasabi nito. Bukas na ang defense. Let's volt in. Kelangan ko ng magic! Thanks alcohol. For temporarily relieving my pain. For making me float. Basta sa lahat.
For MONDAY: Stratmark defense, PR report and Service Presentation. Wala akong gagawin masyado. At salamat dala ko na naman ang mabigat na laptop! Goodluck. Sa 'kin lang.
ONE WEEK KO NANG HINDI NAKIKITA SI KCM. HINDI ITO MASAYA. Malapit na kong makahanap ng kapalit nya. Grrrrr. Show up ka na sakin, please.
Okay goodnight. May bago akong friend. Sana okay sya. LOL.

Thursday, September 4

Am I dying?

Seriously, I look healthy. I look okay. But may nararamdaman akong mali this past few weeks. Nahihirapan akong huminga pag malamig. Tapos nanlalamig kamay ko at nahihilo ako. Bakit ganon? PM me or comment if you know why. Ayoko magpadoktor kahit may nararamdaman ako. Natatakot ako. Kung mamamatay man ako, don't worry, mumultuhin kita. Lalo na kung kakilala kita. I will blog in heaven pag dun ako napunta.
Pero wag naman. May mga gusto pa kong gawin sa buhay, bago ko mamatay, like get a tattoo, see David Cook, manuod ng NBA game, magpapicture kay Manny Pacquiao at makasama kahit one hour lang si KCM. Gusto ko yan.
Hates it. Oo, nag-uumpisa na kong mabwisit sa bahay na to. Ewan. Maraming mali, pati sa mga tao. Parang sumisikip na dito, masyado ng maingay. Kelangan may umalis. Malapit na ko. Magvoluntary exit ako soon. Harrr.

Wednesday, September 3

hooooooy!

Yesterday was very tiring. Me, Chi and Yem went to SEC in Mandaluyong to get the freaking FS of our selected companies for our StratMark plan. Then we went to the DTI branch in Highway 54, the DTI-BOI and finally the main DTI in Makati. OMFG. I was so tired. We had lunch in Mega then went back to SEC and waited for about 2 hours just to get 5 pieces of paper with numbers that I can assume. I hope I can make a good paper for my Monday defense, or else, I'll fuck yew. I'm still nervous about the defense. Waaar. Waaar. Waaar!
I was researching for Mr. Softy while soundtripping with my iTunes. I suddenly remember my broken iPod. I can hear the sounds but nothing appears on the LCD, only the light. iPod shuffle na sya. Then I heard DARE YOU TO MOVE. I was frozen for a moment. IDK. Weird. Me is always weird.
Happy Beerday Kath, last night! I made takas from home and promised to be back at 12am and nagawa ko yun. It was bitin but I love friends, and drinking combined together.
I miss KCM! Pota. 4th day na naming di nagkikita. OMFG. I want to see him later. Let it beeee!