He's a snatcher!

I came home 4am in the morning from like 7 or 8 hours of talking with my friends. Imagine that? Now I believe about never ending stories. They won't go home yet if I didn't told them I was sleepy. Damn.

Proceeding to the main story. Haha. I love typing HAHA.

Say Hi! I found a new looove.
(coughs)

©©©©©

QUESTION:
Why did Jason Castro came in and invade my mind? He doesn't know how to knock. He entered me without a warning.

ANSWER:
A big IDK. I just thought of liking him while watching AI replays. I was so mean to him before. He looks stupid to me before, but now all I know is he's a flame throwing hotness. He's a snatcher. He snatched half of the love and attention I have for DC. He stole it. (NO! Its not a revenge for DC because of KC. Don't worry DC. I still love you.)

ThenI found his MySpace and made a comment. LOL. Searched for his forums etcetera. That's a fan girly reaction again. I blurt out unexpected random things when I'm in love with someone afar.

Now I come running, I was late at loving you. But better late than never.

Next to you, he's the guy who could make me burst into tears and laughter!!! Esp when he dance. Those groups songs totally made my day. His dance moves are all funny. He has this something that got me when he sings. I also thought he's smart, but well DC's the nerd.

Still downloading Hallelujah, Michelle (love), SOTR, IDWC, If I Fell and MTM. Fave songs from him.

Concurrently, I'm blind and deaf for liking him. He's cool and hot. For saying many reasons, the bottom line is=I like him like RAWRRR!

I bumped into Friendster and found this on the Horoscope section. Idk if it makes sense because they're too general. So whatever it means, the bottomline:

This break in the action is surprising, but you can deal with it.
Enjoy downtime.

I love reading that last line.


Once you hurt a fan girl, they will lie and die.



P.S. I have a really weird question. Aside from me, does anybody else read my posts? Or they found a life far from this site? Nah.

SHE

I'm on my way to throwing my iPod into the trash bin. Its broken for about a month and I don't have the effort to get it fixed. I thought it can recover from severe damages it has experienced but then its completely broken. Its such a fuck. I can't get a new iPod at this moment because it doesn't cost like candies. Whatevs. I just hope I can fix it by myself. I'll restore it, and throw it.

I'm at Home. Its a place where I belong. Haha. I'm bored. Give me a sign when to change my life. Counting the days. And poof. I saw a DC+KC pic HHWW. I love the paps in US. They're everywhere. Haha. I have fixed my broken heart from this issue, I told you. Haha. But there's still a mark. More HAHAHAHA.

News FLASH. Fuck the news I watched last night. A crazy man hostaged bus passengers, and shot one of them. He also commanded the women inside the bus to undress, how effin is that??? Insanely moronic wicked deed. Idk if its a good thing that the policemen shot him, and he died. I can't even get good news when I watch tv. Rude.

HATE? Okay I will never mention your name because I'm kind. I'd just say I hate you that night, because you're a moron. You never pay attention to what I'm saying. I hate you in the first place and might as well forget. BUT you always end up doing good deeds. More of that, I like that. Its just sometimes I hate you, sometimes I like you. Or I have a problem or you have it?? Yes its a big blur. I'm sorry. Okay.

END OF RANTING!!!!

She screams in silence.

my December

If you are born in December just like me, David Cook and the like, you'll probably have a check on this list. I hope so.

Loves to chat. - check.
Loves those who love them. -double the love
Loves to takes things at the center. -oh the attention
Great in bed. -ask someone else...
Inner and physical beauty. -check. haha
Doesn't pretend. -I don't like that
Gets angry often. -half true
A meaningful love life partner. -idk
Treats friends importantly. -yes
Brave and fearless. -yes. I risked my life many times
Opinionated. -Simon Cowell?haha
Does not care to control emotions. -yes
Intelligent and clever. -oh yes
Changing personality. -true
Attractive. -haha
A real speed demon. -demon?Cmon.
Has more than one best friend. -yes and sometimes its a problem
Temperamental. -yes
Quiet, shy and humble. -shy for the record
Honest and loyal. -honesty is the best policy
Determined to reach goals. -yes I am
Loves freedom. -very much
Rebellious when restricted. -YES!
Loves aggressiveness. -haha sorta
Too sensitive and easily hurt. -yes
Gets angry really easily but does not show it. -keeping it to myself

fever

I'm a fan girl, again.

Went to Rock the Flag concert which was part of the Wagayway Festival my municipality was celebrating. Oh, it talks about flags and patriotism. Nice. Moving on, I went there to see the bands. I badly want to see Kamikazee so I waited with veins. OMFG. Jay Contreras just got the whole out of me. I love him. And I don't care if he doesn't give love back. Its a fan love. YUCK. Can you kill me?? For saying such things???? Okay then he can fuck the hell out of me. I totally hate the girl who came up the stage and kissed him. She's stupid for kissing him only in the cheek!!! YOU CAN KISS HIS LIPS or any where you like to but you did not. He was eccentric. Every word he say, every move he make, every step he take makes me SMILE. I got this picture when he arrived at the back classrooms stage. Oh he smelled so damn good. I hope this is not so much orgasm. I got a hug, and he left me wanting for more. Very, very fan girly! Look at his face. He looks stupid. But I like him. IDK! Blame me! Obsession.


Let's not forget my favorite boys. Callalily also played. But didn't talk to them that much because I was busy lurking out for Kazee. Hee. Join the Club was also there. I can say that they're all well-nourished. And good to see them again, but felt a lil bad that Pao was already replaced. How sad. Went home at 4am. Then slept for 3 hours. And continued living life as if nothing happened.

Enough of being a fan girl. Is this a disorder??? Can someone help me?

butt, wait

I'm still at home with nothing else to do. I spent most of the time on my bed or on the sofa, and in front of the computer. Still counting the days. I badly want to gig tomorrow. I really want to. I'll use my super powers tomorrow so I can go out and have some fun, I deserve it, you know.

Date. I've had enough of DC's dating publicity. I don't care who he dates, as long as he's happy. I don't even know who Kim Caldwell is and I have no right to judge her, or anyone romantically linked to him. I just want to say that if you don't like people to talk about your private life, then keep it. I can say that DC is now a public figure, say the song Dare You to Move, which btw is love. Everybody watches you now Everybody wakes for you now. Many people look up to him. I'm one of those. But I will not be immaturely bashing KC for the reason that I'm jealous and I broke my little heart, because I'm just a fan girl. Enough said. This is the last time I'll waste my time on an unreachable issue.

I too will be joining the Photoshop shiznit. I was too amazed by how it works, or how people do their magic through it. Especially the effin icons some of my friends made. I just love them. Love to look at them but don't know where to put them. Hah. Fool. Here's something I made out of PS. I know a 7 y.o kid can also do this. Bear with me. Okay!? I'll only post one. I love the butt.

hmmm

Nothing much for today. I just felt slightly broken upon knowing that DC and KC already went on their date. Although I haven't seen the actual vid. Hahahaha. I'm also happy as long as David is happy. I'm only a fan girl, so I have no control of anything. Anyway, I own him in my dreams. Oh cmon dreams. But I really want him to date Carrie Underwood!!! I wish I can tell him. Haha. Yes, I'm a fool. Bleh. But happy.

So here's a random thought-- Sometimes you have to hide, don't let them see you for a while. And its so touching because you will know which among those people really misses you. It was effin touching. They will find you no matter how you hide.



Okay I'm letting you go. But you can always come back. Haha :)

swam

Just came home from an overnight getaway with half of the Zaragoza family. It was heaps of fun despite of little misunderstandings. Feels like we own the beach. Gahd, its 2am and we just started swimming. How cruel are we? Haha 2am in the middle of the sea. But it was fun, so much fun that I'll smile everytime I think of the funny conversations and moments we shared.

I slept around 4am with a cover on my face. Funny to know we girls are sleeping, while the boys are watching after us. They protect us from blood sucking insects. Who loves dengue? I was afraid that my saliva will be flowing out of my mouth, anything weird will happen while I'm asleep. But good nothing bad came up. Hehe.

Okay. I love that night. I want to do it again, extending the vacation for like 5 days? Haha. They promised we'll do it again next year. And be more prepared.

To wrap it up, I just like to say that MY FRIENDS ROCK!!!

He won.

I'm extremely happy about it. He deserves the title more than anyone else on the show. It was the time of his life. I was a proud fan girl watching him win. IDK. That's what I felt. Haha. So goodluck Mr. Cook. Its the start of your journey. I know you'll do good. So enjoy the ride. I love that final song. So anyway, here's a pic of his Guitar Hero ad. (from the forums) Watching it made me laugh, and think of kinky thoughts. Oh sorry, I'm bad. Punish me, David Cook.

Yesterday, I was lying in bed half of the day. I feel sick. Fuck the weather and other factors that pushed me into sickness. Then went to school in the afternoon for some Photoshop workshop. It was fun though. I learned something and perhaps will be exploring my creative side, SOMEDAY.
Watch out. LOL
P.S
Will be staying home these days because its officially vacation time.

hooray

In a few hours, American Idol will air, of course in America (some parts are late though). I hope to get some hoopsies in the morning and watch the entire show in the evening. I've read in some forums that Cookie will be doing a U2 song. Haven't heard the original yet, but I know, deepin my heart that he will rock it. Plus, Adam (his brother) is rumored to be on the show today and tomorrow. That will add up to Cookie's inspirational level, since he really loves his brother, as well as the entire family will be there.

I also want to vote through Gizmo because I'm an international fan. (hep hep!) But I doubt the chances since I'll be going to school. I hope they'll add up more votes for those who can't, like me. Boo.


Enrolled. Yahoo. I'm an official MKA43 now. How soon is now? Seems like yesterday I was a drooling MKA13, then now near towards the end of college hell. Its been a long journey, a long line to the computers to see vacant skeds, securing signature from advisers plus the creepy dean, and finally processing a registration form that's soft as an ordinary paper. Hah. Very nice. This enrolment process requires a lot of patience, perseverance and courage. Especially the signature parts. And guess what? I'll be back on Friday to add another subject. I'll pack some virtues with me again.

Let's be more than this.

Another heart warming love post in the midst of a cold night. I saw him again (its enrolment, ya know!). I'm thinking of a name, maybe I'll call him soulmate for the mean time. Honestly, idk why I like him. He's not smart or whatever. I don't even think he's that goodlooking, just the ordinary guy you see and no X factor at all. But he got me and that's freaky. I hope the girls surrounding him, are just his close friends and nothing more. I'll be sad if I found out that he's in a relationship. Yes, I'm a selfish admirer.

I was then deeply inspired by the fan fics people are writing about Cookie, so I want to make my own love story. But now with Cookie. Ya know who. :)


So Cookie is still the highlight of my week. I can't get him off my fucker head, and because I don't like to do it. I want to see him and hear his voice, feel ghostbumps and shriek in excitement. He is so far the sexiest man I know, even if he's tummy, is obviously bumpy. Hehe.


Goodnight Creeper!

viva la vida

I just can't figure out how much I want a piece of David Cook right now. Here are ten signs which means you're obsessed or you have the Cook Syndrome or Cookitis. I have it.

1. Sing "you’ll always be a part of me, I’m part of you indefinitely" at least 50 times a day.
-now I kept on singing I don't wanna miss a thing and trying hard for the high notes.

2. Your PC’s wallpaper is DC’s hottest picture. (yah, even your cell phone)-check!

3. Spent countless hours of posting or reading topics in this thread.-I love http://david-cook.org and Vote for David Cook in American Idol (though I haven't tried voting thru Gizmo

4. Fully believe that nerds can be rockstars too.-NOW I DO.

5. Begin to love Simon because he likes David C. too!-especially last week!

6. Tune in to Fox Channel at least an hour before AI and keep on looking at the clock while waiting.- don't have Fox. Thanks to youtube.

7. Viewed the ford commercials on you tube a hundred times. (yah, even the “Ring of Fire commercial, haha)- yes, as long as he's in it, its worth watching.

8. Won’t remove your wristband even if it doesn’t match your outfit.-I'll find a good wristband next time

9. Spend a day daydreaming how David look wearing only his boxer briefs. (lol)-okay I'll admit it.

10. Watched the movie about pirates and now understand why it is rated ARRGGH!- yeah ARRRGGHHH!

Look what Mr. Cook has done to me. Its my final exam tomorrow and I haven't reviewed yet. But promise, I will later.

I kept on thinking what he will sing in the Finale, but it doesn't matter because whatever song it will be, he will COOK it. I was also imagining him singing Bed of Roses. I don't know why.

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Let's turn my book to the Family Page. We went to my Granpa's tomb. The first time ever we were complete, it felt optimistically pessimistic to me. But I felt crying when all the photos we took that afternoon vanished from the memory of my mom's N80. How cruel was life and technology?? You can't replace those photos, and that perfect attendance in the family reunion will never happen again. Maybe it will, but fuck, when???

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ENDO. Bbye suffer class. I will miss the guy in Philo, though I know I'll bump into him anytime in the first sem because we're in the same college. I'll miss the party scenes in Macro. And the sleepy thoughts in Law.

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I'm now pursuing to make miracles happen so I make use of my laptop and have it fucking connected to this virtual world.

Word Nerd #1502

Hiya. This will be the last week of suffer classes, and I'm the happiest person on Earth for that. No allowance after that, but I can sleep myself to death in two weeks. That's fine. Hehe.

A little get together with my HS friends. I witnessed how people changed. How far they are now from their old selves. but I know that there will always be a bit of you that'll remain the same. You're smart. You know what I mean

We went out for lunch last Sunday because it Mothers' Day. Hooray for all the moms in the world. Including David Cook's mom.

And aside from that, I have this little dream of going to the US. Catching rockstars, seeing DC perform, and perhaps working and living there. A lot of imagination for that little dream and a smile whenever I think of those crappy happy thoughts. Haha.

I finally got my Word Nerd number. I'm officially Word Nerd #1502. Haha. Hooray for David. I'm still in search for a title and here are some I thought for myself, while waiting for the official name. Hehehe.
Lefty Word Nerd- sounds simple, I'm left handed. Haha.
Chocolate Cookie Word Nerd- who doesn't love chocolate?
Wickedly Curious Word Nerd- I love the word wicked.

Okay those sounds aweful. But they're somehow funny for me. HAHAHA. Will post the official name when I got it.

And I should should should be reviewing for an advance quiz in Philo. That's ought to be my fave subject this suffer term but it hurts a bit when I see my classmate who looks like the guy that I was telling you a few months ago. It sucks to see a person in another person. It makes me think about the damn thing whenever I see him. But I can't stop.

Okay I'll get my ass off here. Bbye.

arrrrrrr

Got the chance to stay up late surfin the net, because my mom's not around. Haha.

I feel bad. That Cookie's performance on the Rock n Roll Hall of Fame week was not the way I want it to be. Or at least there are other people like me who feels there's something wrong about his first song HLTW. Or he its not the right song choice for him??? Oh, I don't know but I'm pretty much affected. Then he came back with a sizzling in the second song Teenage Wasteland. I f*cking love it. I can stare at him and listen to his voice without getting tired. ARRRR. I was checking the forums so I can get early updates of who will be voted off. I honestly want David Archuleta to go home. I don't know why I don't like him, viz a viz with Cookie because I lack reasons why I like him this much.

Hay. I'm much into this AI madness! (or my main concern is Cookie's welfare)

Win or Lose, I love David. He's my COOOOKie. Haha

I'm off to bed. My eyes hurt. Need to wake up early tomorrow.



I'm RATED ARRRRRRRR!

KHT

Kill Heart Tactic is a band (they're from California) I found on myspace, after listening to a couple of songs in their page, I fell in love with Figures.
Yeah I can relate.

every word you ever said, was just a waste of breath/
now the words are filling your lungs, just as the drown in my head/
and your lips they take control, try to take back everything/
when the lies flood from your mouth, thats when you know your hearts beating/

from the top you adore straight through the floor/
its safe to say that you’ll fall/
i tried every word in my heart but it wasnt enough to save you/
a collection of all the things/
every part that faded away but the figures on the wall were only pinned so they couldn’t fall/


I love them. I love the song. How much love was that?

crap little happiness

I'm in a fan girl mode and will be back to normal tomorrow.

They made me happy, again.

I don't know why. This sounds so weird but these guys make me laugh, smile, give me ghostbumps and butterflies in my stomach, make my knees weak all at the same time. But they satisfy my hunger. I can also love and hate them at the same time.

They're people. They release gases or fart for short and I also assume that their breath stinks in the morning. Their parents also scolds them for being hard boiled heads, I'm also sure they sleep and have saliva flowing over they pillows and when it dries, you know what it is. They're also people. Like me and you. They have hands, feet, head, heart, lungs, liver, stomach, bones, ass and the most important, the reproductive system.

But it makes me think a million times why I always stick myself to them. Why I admire them this big? If you'll think of it, there's nothing about me for them. (or maybe I can also give them ghostbumps?) I spend a lot of money (which could be used for other purposes) when I watch shows, I put myself in danger by going home early in the morning, I break my filial piety with my parents and a whole lot negativity comes in. But in exchange of all of these, I GET A PRETTY BUNCH OF HAPPINESS. Will someone say that's cool?

Now, I'm still hooked on COOK. Here's a goal that I would want to achieve---go to the US, watchDC's concert live, and visit Blue Springs, Missouri. I effin want to do that. If I have the money, but that's the sad part, I don't have it. HAHAHAHA. I will five to ten years from now. Wait for me, DC!

Yeah, I'm weird. I appear stupid to others. But its all for a lil bitchy happiness.
They're my source of it. HAHA. See you soon happiness givers.