uhm

***I'm pretty and bored as of this moment***

Woke up at 9am.I was so determined to finish the effin Macro paper and went to bed around 3am. My effort was in full tank and maybe I was so inspired by Mr. Cook. I went to bed with a conversation with my ex-crush. My phone become a turtle, I didn't reply anymore because I fell asleep.

My cousins are here. They were all talking and the noise filled the whole house. But its good to have little family gatherings. Who doesn't love his/her family?

Cook-ie is family. HAHA. I really love DC. I can't stop it. I can't last a day without listening to his voice, without watching a video of him, without going to this site, without a thought of him. This is quite similar to the love I had for bands, but this is harder. He's in US and I'm here in the Phils. Maybe it will take me a few years to get to him. But thanks technology helped a lot so solve my misery.

Now, I'm just getting a little inspiration and some push so I can review later. This week will be midterm exams and a lot of quizzes are blocking my way. I NEED TO DO THIS.

alright

Yeeha. I'm now looking forward for Fridays this summer. And for weekends which means a chance to rest in peace all day, after tiring days in school. It was really tiring to laugh, and to think which means, yeah my brain was almost overused. That's so much abuse. Nyeh.

I honestly want to read The Stranger by Albert Camus and The Diary of Anne Franks. I just felt the urge to like reading again. Wait, I also have a new lovie dubs, SUDOKU. Haha. It was love that developed overtime. It was hard at first, but my effort paid off. I'm just a beginner and will be a Sudoku wizard someday. Hehehe.

"Laughter is the best medicine." A saying I truly believe in. I laugh hard every morning, then after lunch and a bit in the afternoon. I love my random classmates because they make me laugh like a bomb. But at least that makes me forget negativity.

Hay. There's this guy in my Philo class who looks like the guy I was telling you in my past blogs. At first, I was in denial that he looks like him. But seeing this classmate everyday makes me feel awkward and reminisce perhaps? Bleh. But its okay. Haha.

I need to do the first part of our Macro paper, so I'm off to the woods. Baboo.

P.S. Happy Birthday Nanay tomorrow.
And to cousin Ralph today. Hehe.

shalalala

I'm so happy at this damn moment. No erase period.
I'll be happy forevur. Hahahaha. Sorry na lang. Bleh!

Basta ang saya ko for no reason at all :)

love or not to love

Tagalog muna ko ngayon. Eh wala naman akong foreign viewers ehh.

I saw him. Uy multo ka ba? O ako ang multo? As in ghost naman ang turing nya sakin lalo na nung mga nakaraang nagkikita naman talaga kami. Pero affected ako di ba. Ewan. Siguro ganto talaga ko. Nakakapit sakin yung tao hangga't nakikita ko sya, at habang tumatagal na nakikita lalong nahihirapang paalisin. Waha. But who knows? Maybe its destiny, na yung mga nakikilala ko may jowa na. At syempre human nature mahirap maging kabit ng intriga. Kaya dapat itigil ang bawal. Its a test kung pano mo haharapin ang mga taong ito. Kung bibigay ka ba sa mga script nila, o babaguhin mo ang ending ng storya mo.

Bakit nga ba andami kong tanong sa love? O baka naman gusto ko lang ng jowa talaga? Sa totoo lang medyo boring ang buhay pag walang jowa, pero peaceful kesa sa meron. Hindi magastos, nagiging selfish ka dahil sarili mo lang iisipin mo. Pero kung may jowa ka naman, masaya! May adventure. May thrill kung kelan ba mabubuking ng nanay mo na may jowa kang tinatago. Tapos babaguhin mo yung name nya sa contacts mo para kahit magtext sya, deadma kung may makabasa. Oh, based on experience yan ha. Hehe.

E pano nga ba kayo nagkakilala??? Nagkalapit lang ang mga kamay nyo, at kumapit ka naman! Nag-uusap lang kayo, san na napunta ang usapan? Ganun na ba talaga ngayon? Tapos sino ang maiiwan? Wala. Sa bagay, hindi ako masyadong naniniwala sa ligaw, kasi kung ayaw mo, say NO. Kung bet mo, edi GO. No or Go. Opinion ko yan. Bastaaaa. Wag ka lang magsisisi sa huli.

Hay ewan. Isa tong post ng naguguluhang tao. Marami pa siguro kong dapat tuklasin tungkol sa misteryo ng pesteng pag-ibig. At sa kinabukasan, sana hindi na sya peste sa isip ko. BOW.

Love sucks. Or I suck at love?

always be my bebe

Saturday is the only chance for me to rest my mind from the stressing summer school week. I pity myself for not getting normal sleep hours. I feel weak and running out of nutrition. But I must study. Hay.

DC=more love. You will always be my David. I swear. I do. Civil marriage is enough for me, so we'll be together in my death bed.

I'll be updating stories, asap as I get the chance to.

Loves,
Pats

time has a way of healing

Drum rolls. Drama unfolds. Though I'm thankful about summer classes because it keeps me busy, and keeps me away from thinking of dodgy thoughts. I don't think o f him anymore, except when I'm forcing myself to do so. Its all in my head, and there's a choice whether to think or throw it all away, and perhaps I do 50-50.

I'm in school most of the time, with Apple and Cherry, laughing our asses off. It means so much to me that we're becoming SF (superfriends). Like I go home just to rest, refresh and recharge, then take off again before eight in the morning, see them again until six in the evening. Its a daily summerific routine. Except weekends which I'm beginning to hate, because I'm home, bugged by bugs.

Then I thought of more important things than lying on my bed, like studying the three subjects I have. Especially Macro and Law. Philo is a bit hard, I guess. I will be studying and DC will still be my inspiration.

Life is short.
Life is a suffering.
Life is unfair.
But life rocks.

all i want to say

I feel like vomitting in my Law class. Its the superb hardest feeling next to feeling shitty.
I'm giving myself a week to adjust and feel normal in this effin summer class.

Before, I believe that Life is short but now Life is a suffering.
Everything has changed. Mwah. Shits.

first of summer

I am deeply affected because summer term's starting tomorrow. I still can't accept the fact of 8-6 M-F. I can't accept it, but will probably get used to it.

This will my first time coming to summer classes since I studied. And hopefully the last one.

I can't stay up late anymore, but will make a way to do so. Or gig if I can. Harhar

sleeping child

My blog is starting to feel awkward. Nakakahiya naman sa mga viewers kung meron. Wala ako masyadong makwento dahil lately e wala talagang bagong nangyayari.

CBASC year end. It was held in Laguna last April 4-5. I learned a new card game called Bullshit. Haha. With the consequence of diving in the pool if you lose so expect that I was all wet. The people were having a concert in front of the videoke from night til dawn, and I hope nobody broke their voice boxes. I didn't sang or even touched the mic. Then I was singing here alone when I got home because I was a shy person. Haha. The team building activities were fun plus I get to meet new people. I find meeting new people a nice hobby. But my latest hobbies, would be sleeping and eating. Imagine yourself sleeping for more than 12 hours, plus the naps. Mabulok kaya ang mata ko kakatulog? Yak hahaha. Despite this sleeping child, I don't remember any of the dreams I had when I wake up. Sayang.

But sleeping is fun. Do it. Then you'll feel like a sloth, or slut, waking up just to eat and take a bath or check your multi account. That's what I do. This will be the last days that I'll be in pasarap mode, due to the fucking 8am-6pm classes which will start on April 8. With the note that its M-F. No summer escapades or whatever for me. Or if a devil will do, I can on weekends.

hello April

Seems like long time, no post for me. Haha.
April is in and belated April fools day to all the fools out here.
The Mayrics gig was fun and its fun to hear random confessions. Hahaha. The bands were greeeeat. Maybe Concrete Sam will shine in the future and Itchyworms' new upbeat song will be a hit. Haha.

I enrolled for summer classes awhile ago. Say goodluck to me. Thanks.

Nothing much to say. I miss you blog. I'll be busier.